blehx.. nani? nandayo? nandaska? =P

Love me for a reason...

2011-10-06T07:48:00.000+08:00

Don't love me for fun girl
Let me be the one girl
Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love...

Fate will show us, we were meant to be together one day...

i've realize my mistakes... a grave one...

2011-09-30T18:08:00.004+08:00

i cannot stay at home more then 30minutes alone...

i prefer working non stop... i wouldn't say i love my work place... but that's the only place i can be for now... some how i'm unable to hide everything people still sees through my face...

you forgive me for neglecting you... but you will never forgive me for hurting you so much sub-consciously... i'm sorry these 2 years i thought by quiting playing games will be different but i'm totally wrong... i'm been blinded by tiredness, by friends, by family... ends up placing you at the last of the list... i'm sorry i realize it too late...

i'm so sorry... i didn't mean it...

you've said a story about the broken glass.. no girl this is the real story...

I've decided that you are my pillar of my life when the day you said the 3 words to me, i've been maintaining this pillar through out untill the day you decided to break up with me because i'm playing games and neglecting you...

i'm sorry as i entered NS i spent more time with my friend then with you... slowly each day by day your feelings for me have faded off.. i didn't realize it too..

i'm sorry, as time passes.. i ended up leaning on this pillar, it starting to have hairline cracks.. dropping flakes of cement on me, but i didn't bother about it continue leaning on to it... through this 2 years the pillar has cracked deeper and deeper.. but i'm still blinded still leaning on to it without realizing that it cracked.. the day that it breaks into dust form is the day i fall.. on 5th September 2011 2250hrs.. have been searching repairs for this pillar since then, i put blame on the pillar that made me fall... i'm wrong... i'm totally wrong... this pillar loves me so much that it stayed still till the very last breathe.. i've made a grave mistake...

i understand why you've said "even if you are richer, even if you are more romantic i will never give this chance to you".

Because i don't realize my mistake, because i don't deserve it...

i'm sorry that i blamed you for not understanding.
i'm sorry that i said i never put you in the last of my list.
i'm sorry that i said that i never take your love for granted.

the fact is that..

i'm the one not understanding.
i'm the one that have put you at the last of my list.
i'm the one that have taken you for granted.

i always thought that you would be happy being with me all this time. i'm wrong, sub-consciously i place you at the last of my list...

i'm sorry, you forgiven me for neglecting you... but you will never forgive me for hurting you so much these 2 years... i'm really sorry for everything.. i guess it's too late for me to realize all this.. you loved me so much that you gave me so much chances that i didn't see.. i'm really sorry no matter how much sorry i've said will never cover that much of pain you've suffered with me...

i'm sorry, you are my first gurl yet i've inflicted so much pain to you that i didn't realize... there's more for me to learn... i'm really sorry... i'm blinded by tiredness during NS, i'm blinded by friends i meet during NS.. i'm sorry to put you in a corner...

sorry baby... i didn't mean to hurt you so much... the pain that you are going through is more painful then what i'm going through now.. all i can hope that the pain have not change into hatred... i hope there's still a little space of me in your heart i'm sorry i've realize i've made a very grave mistake for hurting you so much silently..

In the past i've always put you at the top of my list, giving you all the love i can...

but now i'm sorry baby... i'm blinded... i hope a chance not to change, but to be a better person, to be a better boyfriend to you, in future a better husband, a better father... nothing can replace that pain in your heart i've inflicted... i'm so sorry gurl, i loved you so much that i didn't realize all the mistakes i've made...

i've learnt my lesson deep in my heart... i hope both of us can start the clock that has stopped at 4 years, 8 months, 16 days, 22 hours and 55 minutes...

fate and destiny bought us together, never tear us apart . . . but i'm the one that torn us apart.

i'm sorry baby i want to tell you all this kneeling down but i think you wouldn't want to meet me.

i'm sorry to put you through all these... i'm sorry...

the flaw that you cannot accept to live with me is, "i prioritize things that are unimportant to me then you" i'm sorry, i've realize it too late...

the lesson i've learnt to say no.. no to my friends, no to my things, no to my family... but yes to you.. i hope i didn't learnt this lesson too late.. if your decision is still firm i will face the music and give you the clap and never ever to enter in your life again... i'm truly sorry for what i've done, i will take all the blame.. i'm sorry that i'm blinded and didn't see how hard you are trying to hold us together...

i still hope for the best to be able to take care of you again, to love you again, to cherish you again, to treasure you again even if it takes time to build up the feeling that you've lost for me...

If you are willing to forgive me, i will show to you that what i've said i mean it. =)

If you really can't forgive me for what i've done i want you to say that i'm a fucked up boyfriend, leave me for good, beat me up and scold me all you want i will not resist if it makes you feel better... i'm sorry baby i've failed to be your baby boii

i'm sorry, i'm blinded by unimportant stuffs in life... that causes us to end like this...

i'm truly sorry my baby buu buu...

feeling very devastated right now... i'm sorry i try to cut myself today... i will not forgive myself... some how the blade broke.. i want to carve your name on my wrist... i'm mentality worn out, emotionally worn out, physically worn out... i can't think what i've done to myself this 3weeks... overdosing myself with sleeping pills.. i wish i can sleep and never wake up again... i can't forgive myself for hurting you so much that i didn't know... haix...

2011-09-30T18:07:00.001+08:00

i believe, you will never forgive me...

realize

2011-09-27T09:57:00.002+08:00

i met someone today... he beat me up, gave a piece of mind to me..

i put myself onto your own shoes i cried... feeling the pain that you felt thru out, i've realize all has to do nothing with you. all of it started off on me when i've taken you for granted... i'm really really sorry.. i've realize all the mistakes i've made it's so much and you still hang on for me... baby.. i know you've been considering our relationship... i'm sorry i didn't know, you are my first love there are lots of things i need to learn from you...

i'm really sorry...

you are my pillar of life, my pillar of love i taken you for granted, i blame things that you don understand that makes things more worst.. i know why you told me this "i will give a chance but not to you"

i'm really sorry baby..

i'm naive, i've come thru my senses... the day you left me is the day i've broken this pillar... losing all the support that i've got..

i'm sorry

everything you told me is true... from the day you said i've put you at the last of my list... it's true just that i didn't realize it at all thought that you are happy thru out with me... you always wanted me to be with you alone but everytime i would say, if my friends can join, if my family can join... i always thought you would be happy just like this

i'm sorry i'm wrong

you said i never fucking bother about our relationship... baby... i agree, i realize it relationship is never about another person/friend/family going together..

i'm really really sorry...

every human makes mistakes, i thought that stop playing games would let you feel spending time close to you but i'm wrong with that move.. in fact it gotten worst.. till today i saw all my mistakes right infront of me... i'm truly sorry for everything...

i've woke up i really hope it's not too late realizing my mistake.. you are my first love.. i really hope you can give me a chance to amend my mistakes to be a better person, a better boyfriend, a better husband and even a better father for our future...

determined

2011-09-26T06:48:00.001+08:00

I decided to get you back... I believe weeping everyday, every-night, every moment will never change a thing I will show you that I never take your love for granted, I will show you that your love is worthy to me.. it takes time and I want your understanding... I believe you still don't understand what I've gone thru... I've gone thru hell.. into depths, today I have a dream... the only different dream thru out this days... I saw you running towards me crying, hugging me saying you finally understand the things I've been going thru.. I love you... you said it once more... I told you, no matter what happens you are always in my heart... we kissed like we've never kiss before... I don't know what happened it felt so real that I didn't know it's a dream... that's why I'm determined... your intuition will be wrong this time, my dream is my dejavu... as usual I'll be showering you with love and gifts again this time around will be hand made... I will not show you money as a gift... I know you didn't mind me being poor I know you didn't mind me having a lower education certification as you...

I hope you would read it... don't give up on me.. never say 'no more' i hate that word... I'm still taking sleeping pills to sleep but it seems to have little effect day after day... it's 6am now and I'm already awake...

I know you can give me a chance it just that you don't want to... I will show that your love is worthy on me

baby gurl

2011-09-24T22:42:00.002+08:00

got to meet you...

i understand why... i'm sorry for keeping things.. i will learn not to keep things anymore regardless happy or sad our main problem in this relationship is keeping things from each other.

i'm not sure if you understand how i feel this 2 years i didn't know you wanted company, i didn't know you wanted attention, i'm sorry, i want you to know that i really want to make up to it i don't want our relationship to just sink down like that. i realize that you are not a person that can wait, not a gurl that have patience.. i'm sorry that i didn't see..

i have free time now, i'm jogging, i'm learning how to cook, i'm learning alot of things more then you think... i will not give up, even just being friends... because i truly love you, i have never taken your love for granted as i explain to you, i can see a difference.. because your character is hard.. i know that because i'm your baby boii, i will let time show you the difference between of a person who truly loves you and a person that is just taking you for granted and advantage...

i will wait on and on and on, this is a test that fate has given to us i will fulfill it as times goes by.

no matter what you've done to me, how many droplet of tears i've shed, my amount of love will never ever change for you.

Things that i regretted is that i didn't have a chance to show you that i'm not that kelvin that neglect you when you needed me at times i really hope you listen to what i said today... i know you are demanding, i know you are pessimistic.. i will take this challenge to get you back, trust me

you gave me a chance to love you but you never gave me a chance to reprimand it doesn't matter so long time will shows that i really care..

from the bottom of my heart, i love you lek zhi hui and that will never change.

things to say

2011-09-22T07:47:00.003+08:00

i really really have alot of things to say to you... i can't wait for sat to come... >.<

2011-09-22T01:23:00.000+08:00

i wanted to watch that movie (Smurfs) with you but...

2011-09-22T00:30:00.003+08:00

it has been 3 days... haix.. how are you doing? are you fine?... i'm not... this 3days passes very very long... every journey back home, listening to Jay Chou - An Jing... crying all the way back home... a very very painful journey... why when i'm trying to makes things different for her, she wants to abandon me... why can't she understands my situation? after all the things i've helped her? done for her? i just want you to understand how much i missed you thru out these 2 years.. you may not felt it, i thought going as a airforce tech would be good.. everyday book out, everyday can see you.. but no i'm wrong.. life in there is totally different we get to suffer working 10-12hours every single day... whenever i've reach home i'm really physical tired, physical worn out... emotionally thinking of you trying to get over this 2 years... i'm so happy looking forward to our Australia trip... a 5days of sweet memories although we went there on credit bills i'm happy to be there with you... after these i'm really sorry i've been trying to pay off my credit bills but i'm unable to do so... i always know a simple date with you is enough for you... but i can't even give you that... every month on the 10th $440 came in... by the next day i left with nuts... paying off stuffs, petrol to base all these... i really really want you to understand the poor times i'm having... resort to call you at night only but to find you watching movies and movies and movies... all i hear is the background sound... i'm tired always ended up falling asleep... when you are done with your movies you just hear me sleeping ends up no communication at all... i really miss those days spending with you before i got enlist..

finally we've walked thru the tunnel till this year june.. i really hope things starting to change i know you are very upset with my trip to bangkok... i'm really sorry i just want to have a breather after NS i hope you understand... if you ever try working 5-6days a week 10-12 hours each day... it's very very hard to go by everyday... while i was waiting for starhub job i ended up taking wf's brother job.. which i didn't except to be worst... things really got worst and i know i neglected you thru out... working morning till night... reaching home physically worn off even worst then the times going thru in NS... you mention to find a job for your sister.. i'm sorry i don't look down on women, why i would want your sister to suffer with me, working without getting paid... i know your good means for the groupon but i'm really really broke... i know you want to get the buffet tickets for me but you should know me... i don't want to spent your money baby... i really really hope you understand this... time's up time to change a better job when i've gotten offer from ST Aerospace... i'm really happy that month... that really marks the start of my turning point my turn to bring back the relationship... but of course i left wf's bro job as an excuse of going for courses so i agree doing some saturday for him untill i officially start working... but the day before i started working... things change.. i don't know what have snapped your mind seriously... i'm so looking forward the day that you are going to bangkok.. i want to give you a surprise on friday evening going to your place surprising you (having you confused tot i don't have time for you to sent you to airport) bring you for mcdonalds breakfast spending the whole time thru out with you till you enter the gates.... haix.. why does it have to happen like this? can you understand me? i know what i'm doing.. it's not like i know but i don't want to know.. if i'm such person, whenever you called or sms i would just ignored... but i never did that at all...

please baby... let me show you this is the turning point... i don't believe you don't have any feelings for me... take this few days to cool yourself down... we really need to talk this sat.. about what happened between 2 years and 8 months.. i don't ask for anything... just listen to what i say... thank you, my baby gurl...

2011-09-21T08:00:00.001+08:00

have a piece of mind please.. just think about everything we've gone thru.. the happy times the sad times

2011-09-20T08:21:00.000+08:00

please don't let me live in regrets...

2011-09-20T07:50:00.001+08:00

all i hope now... is the last chance of you sympathy me to be together.. i'll treasure and cherish from that very moment...

I will save

2011-09-19T10:44:00.001+08:00

no matter what I'll save this relationship, I believe those words you've said last night are just angry words i know you are upset with your family members.. I hope to see you tonight.. hopefully you will be at home..

Im so scared to sleep

2011-09-19T00:07:00.001+08:00

I'm so afraid to sleep everyday... afraid of losing you... afraid of the nightmare I had...

I'm so scare of making you angry.. :'(( haix baby... what happened? I'm sorry... :(( I'm very very scare the world out there is so big... I'm scare of being lost...

turning point

2011-09-18T02:36:00.002+08:00

"things are not predictable. you should be prepare for it. and should accept the fact"

yes things are not predictable, i've told you that our turning point is here i'm changing thing already can't you see? can't you just give some time to see the changes i'm showing? i'm going to spent more with with you already baby... unless you tell me that i don even bother to change things in our relationship.. but NO! i do tell you that i've not been accompanying you lately.. and i'm trying to make time for you... please see what i'm trying to show you... i don't mean any harm... baby... i won't accept the fact that you want to break up with me... why it's no point? you don't believe in me changing my attitude towards our relationship? baby please read me... please...

a chance for us

2011-09-18T02:05:00.002+08:00

baby buu, it really really hurts alot after what you've said to me... "i don't think i need to report to you now right? And no more buu please. I'm no more."

i cried so hard after reading what you've sent to me... haix, i want my baby buuuu.... i don't want you no more... please...

she says "sometimes it's too late. you should know me. when i've made a serious decision. usually that's the final. you should know that. that's on of the reason why the decision wasn't made years ago."

gurl, it's never too late for us.. do you even remember what i sent to you our last anniversary?

"Buu Buu happy 4th year and 8 months.. when i open my wardrobe i saw your t-shirt.. i suddenly miss you badly.. :(( sometimes i feel kinda down at work but still i'll do my best for our future!!.. I'm sorry for all the shits that happened for the pass 2 yrs i have not been accompanying you at times, whenever you needed me.. have not been showering you with gifts and i still owe you birthday present and anniversary presents.. which seems to be empty promises.. i'm sorry that i'm not a good bf yet you still put it up with me and continue our journey... i love you and that will never change.. thank you for allowing me to love you! happy anniversary my baby buu..."

You replied "Happy 4 years and 8 months anniversary. Gifts nvm la. I also still owe you. :x eh? You got enough to pay? Is your work having problems? and guten morgan!"

i'm so happy to hear that.. that is the 2nd day of training... work is not having problems, i miss you i want to spend time with you.. it is just 16days ago from this conversation, and you give a harsh decision not allowing your baby boii to change his attitude on our relationship.. i can't believe it... baby.. another one goes "can i booked you on the 9th sept?" "need you to fetch us to airport" i said i will do it, i will... on 9/9 i waited for you since 10pm till 4am where you come down to wait for wanru's father... i made my promise to you even thou things happened to us...

all i really want is for us to be together again, a chance and time for me to show you the changes... haixx please listen to me... don't give me the harsh reality and don't ask me to have false hope... i'm standing at the edge of a cliff already buu buu... i really want you back... i will treasure our relationship, i will cherish you, i will let you feel what loving someone is like again... i beg of you baby... you should know me, i never beg anyone in my life before... you are the only gurl i'm willing to kneel down and beg you for this only chance... ='((

tomorrow you are going to batam already... bon voyage buu buu.. come back remember to contact me... =((

surprise

2011-09-17T07:36:00.002+08:00

wanna give my baby a surprise birthday present!! but to find that she's not at home... :(( saw her dad going out to fetch her mum he told me that you're not around :( so I passed to her sis.. :( will continue after work today..

baby, why? i felt so pain the words you gave me just now... it just pierce thru my heart... ='( i rmb at our last month anniversary i do mention about this problem that i will change... why you don't want to give me a chance? i don care if it's sympathy give me time i know i'm neglecting you it's my flaw but i can change it baby... please please please... i beg you... i hate myself so much for doing things so late... please please please baby........................

replying your post

2011-09-16T12:27:00.001+08:00

please don't feel guilty towards me you are my baby gurl i wouldnt want you to feel guilty about anything, please don't say there's no turning back... I tried to express myself.. by sending you songs it's not just songs it's the meaning that I'm trying to show.. whenever I sing a song with you I'm trying to show that those words are meant for you.. I'm dying inside to hold you.... please I don't want to change anything between us I just want to make you feel secure being with me, feel being treasure being with me... feel being cherish by me.. even since after NS I'm trying to spend more tine with you... finally I have the opportunity to do so to spend time with you I don't care abt money.. money can't bring happiness I just want to be by your side... can't you see the changes I'm try to progress? I wanted to stay over you place on Friday so I can send you to the airport in the morning and to bring you for breakfast to spend time with you.. I wanted to surprise you on Friday night but you take it away all on Monday...

baby please.. I still want my baby gurl... I just want this small request to save out relationship let me break that invisible wall for us... never give up on me like this.. look baby you still have feelings for me that's why all those why? what? how? qns are popping on your mind.. please don't be with your decision, there isn't a need for a good reason to change your mind.. the only thing that will have no turning back is when one cheated another.. you are not heartless, you are not like this, you are still my baby gurl no matter what you've said.. trust me... ilu

baby

2011-09-16T10:30:00.001+08:00

I really hope you will give a chance to me, tell me my flaws and not keeping everything to yourself...

flaws

2011-09-16T06:43:00.005+08:00

what are my flaws? tell me... talk to me...

every human have flaws, nobody is perfect.. but human can change their flaws if they really want to..

i've learnt my lesson baby, please tell me what are my flaws... i've accept your flaws and everything i though you have also accepted mine but no please, you didn't tell me anything about it.

there is always a definite way to solve problems, don't give up on me baby... please...

the love of my life

2011-09-15T23:31:00.002+08:00

just this short hour i've been crying very very hard thru out even my pillow is soak with my tears it just keep flowing out... the pain is excessive the thoughts that we can never be together is extremely painful.. i believe i will end up in a state of self torture, i will start cutting myself... i will go crazy.. start using my head to bang the hard wall... driving dangerously... i hope i will admit into IMH.. where i can just hurt myself every single moment... i've lost hope in life, unable to continue anymore..

i'm sorry dad,
i'm sorry mum,
i'm sorry sis, please listen to dad's and mum's teaching... please study hard.. do not end up like your useless brother like this...

i love you all... but i love you(zhi hui) most of all... if anything happens to me i don't want you all to blame her, it's not her fault, i'm unable to continue life i'm sorry for all the things i've did to make you all upset... i'm never a good son, i'm never a good brother, i'm never a good boyfriend... never...

memories

2011-09-15T21:57:00.002+08:00

i don't want to end up in your memories only... ='(

can we meet up? can we sit down and talk things out? please... i cannot live without you, i really cannot... tears are rolling down from my eyes every single night...

2011-09-15T19:57:00.003+08:00

no, you fit me... all i'm asking is a chance, please don't leave me... i'm feeling very devastating.. do you even know my tears just roll down my eyes whenever you cross my mind? the journey back home flashes back the happier times we are..

i believe one will change after a painful experience i'm sorry to neglect you i never want to neglect you, you are never at the last of my list baby... why why why? why this is happening to us baby? please come out and talk to me... please reply my messages... please all i'm asking a chance for us to be together again.. my life have no purpose after you left me...

i will treasure you,
i will cherish you,
please do not leave me like this... i will not get over it, the only way for me to get over it is to end my life. i'll never continue living like this, don't say there are better gurls out there then you... they are nothing compared to you, you cared for me, you loved me.. we even do talk about our future.. i'm sorry for everything that i've neglected you i know that everytime i neglected you, your heart aches once... please.. don't forgo me... i need you now... i always looked forward meeting you. please baby please... i hate crying all night long, ever since you left me there's never a day i would pass happily except the days that i get to see you, get to hear you, get to feel you...

for some reason today at work i was driving to buy lunch with some friends, not knowingly they talk a topic about relationship, my mind was full of you, my tears drop out unknowingly.. i miss you, they were shock when they saw my expression... i'm nothing to say..

nobody knows i'm writing on this blog.. if anything would happened to me in future i would like to say afew words..

from the day i saw you, i believe that's what they call love at 1st sight. i still remember the 1st day i meet you.. to pass you your birthday present and a lunch.. but ended up only i'm the one eating... how ironic... i really miss the times we spent together taking public transport.. despite knowing that you're attached i just waited keep waiting... missed another chance that you got attached again... keep on waiting.. even till this day i'll keep on waiting... please speak to me your thoughts.. i hate this feeling baby... the feeling that i can't call you baby... the feeling that i can't see you baby... please... =((

never give up..

2011-09-15T08:46:00.003+08:00

i will never give up building this relationship.. not for you but for US!

give me a chance i will change everything for US!

it's never about me or you, it's US! =)

buu buu is coming back

2011-09-14T22:55:00.003+08:00

hmm been a wonderful day for me.. went to work, knock off go to one degree 15 to get cakee for buu buu.. hope she likes it! american cheese cakee! and black forest cakee! double cakeeeee!! =x

hmm in the mean while sms her before boarding the plane to call me... she did! i'm so happy that for the moment i'm dumbfound.. =)) hope things will goes different this time.. i want to send her home!!!

resting awhile before heading to changi airport to meet buu buu.. =)

smses!

2011-09-14T01:31:00.001+08:00

wee!!! I guess today is the only day that my Buu Buu SMS me so many times... owell not mine anymore... :(( imu so much can I hug you? :((

tired zzz gonna sleep 1st tml working morning for a plan to happen! :)) hope she will like the surprise!!!

happy!

2011-09-13T09:43:00.003+08:00

wee! morning woke up with buu buu's message.. how happy can i be! although it's just "Am good and safe :)" the :) make my day bright thru out these days buu never send me any emotion icon before.... very very happy! today gonna be a bright day for me!

bye! going to work now!! hoping to see you tml night with cheese cakee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sadness

2011-09-13T01:49:00.003+08:00

i saw her post on facebook by mobile, what does that means? she's running away from me? hiding away from me? or am i thinking too much... haix..

hopefully she get to see those messages will do..

just heard a nice song by The Wanted "All Time Low" how do i get up from an all time low...

i can't.

geez.. having stomach ache... don't know it is gastric problems or what? have not been eating well these few days.. each day only a full meal and skipped the rest...

sayo.. going to sleep...

work, stuffs, her

2011-09-12T22:28:00.003+08:00

just back from work, just another amazing day with them...

sorry i can't blog about my work. =)

still no reply from her i don't know why... i just try calling her but couldn't get thru, wonder if everything is alright... saw the news paper today that bangkok has flooded praying hard that you're alright.. you are my one and only baby gurl...

please don't let anything happen to her i'm willing to take in her place if anything happens..

i've a plan on the day she's back, to work morning shift and to knock off before 7pm race down to sentosa, one degree 15's latitude to get cheese cakes for her... =)) hope she will be surprised.. =)

imu...

Buu buu

2011-09-12T00:49:00.001+08:00

:(( still no reply from her yet... I'm sad no news from her at all.. I've got worried sick...

I miss her so much... will we ever be together again here's the turning point but will our r/s be able to turn? please come back to track...

sometimes I regretted not giving the letter to her on her bday.. perhaps things maybe different then... arg all because of the stupid printer cannot print out the photo... zzz and took me so much time to find a shop to print and frame it up.. buuuuuuu ppl says you are beautiful in the photo!!! my camera skills good ha? :x :p

>.< today took out the pendent we used to wear... I decided to wear it at all times but i need to change the chain as the rubber I think sticky sticky le...

Buu Buu what are you doing gagagaga :/

went running today cut the time off by 3-4 minutes was it good?

bored going to sleep soon goodbye my e-diary

blog on iPhone

2011-09-11T17:23:00.001+08:00

wow amazing I didn't even know that iPhone have blogger apps hahaha at least for now i can update on stuffs..

well received her SMS at abt 4am plus not really sure did she woke up that early or sleep that late.. haix.. imu until now no reply from you yet Buu Buu.. I wonder you would buy anythings for me or not? guess not ba..

mum is now seeing Chinese doctor for her leg.. swollen due to the table dropped on her leg.. so poor thing..

bored bored ltr going for a run.. ytd route was great today trying it again..

photoshoot ended

2011-09-11T01:36:00.004+08:00

yaya! just came back from copen club photoshoot... it was fun! the car is best for couples hahaha..

yes! buu buu replied me... :_) i'm not irritating just that she wants to save money on the smses.. happy to hear that thou. stomach growling now.. say no to food! buu buu there having bad weather.. don't know means what, either it's raining or it's very hot! hahaha hope the hand fan i gave you have good use.. =)

Photoshoot

2011-09-10T21:29:00.002+08:00

going to photoshoot with kenny soon!.. copen club gathering..

have been smsing her since afternoon.. no replies till now, i thought she had her prepaid card already but i don't know... decided to use house phone to call her. it rang.. what does it mean?

did she left her phone at the hotel?
did she put it in silent mode?
die she don't want to reply me?

i'm totally lost.. i do still think about our future, what house are we going to buy, how many babies do we want to have, what names will our babies be.. i choose for the girl she will choose for the boy... Avril is what i'll name my baby girl.

stopping here...

ilu... imu...

2011-09-10T21:11:00.001+08:00

i miss you, you don't reply me... what have i done to be treated like that... i hope you have a change of heart after reading what i've wrote...

2011-09-10T17:20:00.003+08:00

wow... the grasses are overgrown already... revive... time to voice my thoughts.

it has been 5days... since buu buu abandon me.. very tired emotional break down, able to sleep for the past 5days i have not been sleeping more then 2hours ended up during work when resting took a nap... i don't believe buu buu doesn't have feelings for me anymore...

after work went home prepare my stuffs to pass to her as she needed and i heard it... hey i want back the communication book! please write with me please.. went to the place where we usually slack off when we are still taking public transport, now i do believe public transport will gain our bondings as when i'm driving i'm concentrating she's sleeping = no communication at all... why? why i didn't realize that... baby why don't you mention it to me... =( back to what i want to say, reach there at about 9pm. drop her a sms but she replied coldly as what i did before "No, Outside" i felt it.

so i play a bet with myself just for fun if buu buu were to walk home she will definitely pass by the place where i am, if she took a bus instead i may not have the chance to see her passing by...

abt 12pm no reply from her at all, guessed she's asleep i walked over to her hse to see if her room is still lighted on but no it's already off. i lost the bet.. i drove and park at her hse below waiting for her to come down at 4am, 4hours of waiting is nothing to me.. i've waited for you for 3years (after 2 relationship you have gone by) what is 4hours.. about 3.45am i text a wakee wakee call she replied =)) her room lights are on followed by off i don't know why my heartbeats so fast thinking what will happened if she saws me... will she get angry will she ask me to go away will she talk to me will she hear what i want to say?

the lift sounds and the sound of luggage wheels dragging along, she didn't saw me i followed her back... she didn't notice my car.. i say.. "girl" she was shock and smiling i don't know what it means why is she smiling? is she happy to see me? i don't know but she didn't scold me i passed her the "our book of communication" and a hand fan as she requested before she accept it. i smiled at the same time pulling my tears back she mention that i'm in a bad shape.. (of course i'm in a bad shape ='( why you choose to leave me... i don't know why...). she ask me to go home and sleep because i have work later on, i told her after wr dad come to pick you then i leave. she says okay... i want a hug from her but she rejected... heartaches alot...

i tail them, but some how she notice it and sms me... asking me to go home and sleep if not she will get angry (she still concern about me) okay i agreed i turn away to KPE and head for home...

immediately when i reach home i keep spamming her smses wanting her to reply.. after awhile i fall asleep waking up at 7am wishing her bon voyage. prepare for work head to work! i'm happy.. am i? i'm happy that i believe she still loves me otherwise she wouldn't even to bother me at all. =)) i will not give up this relationship.. it takes 2 hands to clap but i didn't even clap at all. i'm firm of getting this relationship back in piece trust me baby i will dedicated my time for you, i'll be come stickier and stickier then you ever wanted... =) i'm having a positive mind set now! don give up on me baby buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

Little past updates

2009-03-10T13:08:00.002+08:00

hmm coming in for some little past updates!

that's all for now!

100 Questions

2009-03-06T21:58:00.003+08:00

being bored, shouldn't have came home so early thou...

100 questions

1. taken a picture naked? no.. wtf

2. painted your room? yes

3. made out with a member of the same sex? HELL NO

4. drove a car? yes alot

5. danced in front of your mirror? never tried

6. have a crush? yes

7. been dumped? nope

8. stole money from a friend? nope

9. gotten in the car with people you didnt know? taxi counted?

10. been in a fist fight? yes

11. had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back? yes

12. had feelings for a friend? yes

14. made out with a stranger? no

15. met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? yes

16. left your house with out telling your parents? yes (sometimes i forget thou)

17. had a crush on your neighbor? no (but my friend did)

18. ditched school to do something more fun? thought of

19. slept (not had sex) in a bed with a member of the same sex? yes

20. seen someone die? yes

21. been on a plane? yes

22. kissed a picture? yes

23. slept in until 3? yes till 9pm sometimes

24. miss someone right now? YES my baby gurl

25. laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? yes

26. made a snow angel? hopefully soon

27. played dress up? no..

28. cheated while playing a game? yes

29. been lonely? yes

30. fallen asleep at work/school? yes

31. been to a bar? yes

32. felt an earthquake? nope

33. touched a snake? haven't but wanna try someday

34. ran a red light? yes, uncountable times

35. been suspended from school? nope

36. had detention? yes

37. been in a car accident that you didnt cause? yes

38. hated the way you look? nope as long as my baby is happy with it.. =)

39. witnessed a crime? yes

39. been the person doing the crime? yes

40. pole danced? yes LOL!!!

41. been lost? nope, never tried

42. been to the opposite side of the country? yes the whole boarder too..

43. felt so sick you thought you might die? yes, sick untill i wanna die..

44. cried yourself to sleep? yes

46. sang karaoke? yes but don't really like it..

47. done something you told yourself you wouldn’t? yes

48. laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? yes

49. caught a snowflake on your tongue? nope

50. kissed in the rain? yes

51. sang in the shower? yes

52. had sex in a park? nope

53. had a dream where you were married? yea!

54. glued your hand to something? yes

55. got your tongue/”arm” stuck to a flag pole? nope

56. ever gone to school partially naked? nope

57. been a cheerleader? nope

58. sat on a roof top? yes

59. didn’t take a shower for a week? only in P3 when i'm damn fucking lazy to do anything...

60. ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? nope, i love them.

61. played chicken? chicken dance!

62. been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? pushed and pulled! YEA!!!

64. broken a bone? not sure mayb my left little toe.

65. been easily amused? YES!

66. laughed so hard you cried? haven't tried but made alot of ppl laugh till they cry instead

67. mooned/flashed someone? what is this? flashlight?

68. cheated on a test? many times..

69: forgotten someones name? yes, always

70. slept naked? yes, when the weather is freaking hot...

71. gone skinny dipping? what?

73. blacked out from drinking? haven't yet

74. played a prank on someone? yes, always since

75. gone to a late night movie? yes

76. made love to anything not human? geez, nope

77. failed a class? chinese yea

78. choked on something you’re not supposed to eat? nope.

79. played an instrument for more than 10 hours in total? yes computer keyboard...

80. been cheated on? nope

81. did you celebrate the 4th of July? for what?

82. thrown strange objects? yes

83. felt like killing someone? yes

84. felt like running away? need a getaway this holidays!

86. did drugs? nope

87. had detention and not attend it? yes

89. made a parent cry? i dono? don tink so

90. cried about someone? yes

91. had sex with more than one person in a 24 hour period? nope

92. dated someone you didn’t even like? nope

93. had/have a dog? had a dog.

95. own an instrument? texas instrument can?

96. been in band? nope

97. drank 25 sodas in a day? yes

98. broken a CD? yes too many CD to be broken...

99. shot a gun? airgun yes

100. had feelings for one of your best friends? yes

06-Feb-09 City View Photoshoot!

2009-03-03T14:38:00.003+08:00

here we go again~!

Theme: City View Photoshoot!

That's all for now!

NJOY!

baby's voice..

2009-03-03T13:57:00.002+08:00

hmm quoted from my bao bei's blog..

"At least, now i'm not alone, I had someone who loved me so dearly and I appreciate that love from him. This is the reason why I love him so. He gives his love so unconditionally to me, I will treasure it. =) my baby boy-"

omg i'm sooo touched!! =)

hmm 15 more days to go.. well 2weeks & 1day, that's fast!

05-Feb-09 Changi Airport Photoshoot

2009-03-03T13:29:00.002+08:00

finally have some time to update.. sorry all for waiting here you go!

Changi Airport Photoshoot.

That's all for now. The rest are still uploading to my photobucket.. kinda slow thou..

NJOY

imu

2009-02-23T17:22:00.002+08:00

baby...

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i mis
i miss
i miss u
i miss u b
i miss u ba
i miss u bad
i miss u badl
i miss u badly >.<
i miss u badl
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i miss u ba
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i miss u
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xD

money flies

2009-02-18T13:56:00.003+08:00

damnit!! wanna get the i780 but the count my singnet broadband on mobile as a line also in order to get the phone i need to pay deposit of $450... zzz i know it's deposit but still no point in getting it yea? =) rather take that money to buy a 1st hand instead..

geez.. i spent nearly $60+ on i dono what.. listing it down to see got $60 or not..

$12.80 develop my 35mm films
$18.95 lenka lenka album!! xD
$10 on ezlink card.. zzz
$6 on tickets
$4+ on popcorn and drinks.. -.-
$10 on pastamania.. geez.

total: $61.75

yaya.. there $62 like that.. did alittle photoshot also.. thanks singtel for making me EMOTIONALLY HURT... when to "that cd shop" wenda found his metrostation yet they don have my lenka lenka.. damn EMO AGAIN... untill i saw my 35mm pictures recovering from EMO syndrome alittle.. then when walking over to city hall saw gramophone so decided to walk in to try our(my instead) luck for lenka lenka xD.. abit emo cox cannot find it.. zzz walked over the counter to enquire..

THE SEARCH BEGINS!

YEA omFGod the left with the last piece of my lenka lenka XD then that wenda still cant make up his mind. zzz EMO again, and we made our payment.

OFF to cineleisure, in the mean time to UOB building to get my cam stuffs.. xchanged the faulty battery and thanks to Matt for the free lens,body caps once again!

well tot of watching underworld but but M18.. why can't watch? because PARTY BOY no IC... great, they warn that it cant be exchanged for cash and will BURN our tickets!!! =O~ horrible ppls! =X then 2nd option we got on to Valkyrie!

HAIL FUHER ADOLF HITLER! =X

very interesting show the should put based on true events instead of story. Because it's not a story instead it's a true event happened in the 1940s.

i wouldn't summerise the movie here. GO WATCH YOURSELF! anyway show lasted for 120mins.

9pm we grab some lingunie for dinner then off to skatepark photoshooting. zzz nothing interesting to SHOOT also.. damnit.

bang, off to home sweet home.

still i love my baby gurl serlynn.. =)

2009-02-16T22:40:00.003+08:00

okay guys photobucket is slow on the upload so here's some shots.

Model: Jimmy Tang Thiam Chye
Age: 20
Vital Stats: 38B-38-42
Gender: M

OKAY I KNOW, i'm on low budget for models...

not for the faint hearted..

CASH IS KING

2009-02-16T21:27:00.002+08:00

well some updates.. life's getting better and better, ppl say recession but here i'm getting wealthier must save more CASH.. CASH IS KING.

applied for JPAE, if can go in thats the best! otherwise go and chiong sua liao.

rearranged my desk planning.. here's the pic for it~!

njoy guys! gonna get i780 tml i guess!

i love my baby gurl serlynn.. xD

photo updates

2009-02-16T17:34:00.002+08:00

photography updates!

went photoshooting @ T3, Boat Quay & Somerset.. njoy

still not sure where to go this friday any interesting place?

here are the photos njoy!

erm... will update more again... server is experiencing some difficulties please come back soon.. =x the truth is that i need reorganize my room that it needs me to shift my cpu. thats all.!

i love & miss my wife serlynn =X

misc

2009-02-16T17:29:00.002+08:00

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i mis
i miss
i miss m
i miss my
i miss my b
i miss my ba
i miss my bab
i miss my baby
i miss my baby g
i miss my baby gu
i miss my baby gur
i miss my baby gurl
i miss my baby gurl!

muhahaha.. ^^ got some of my wish list item also.. striking off time...

Photography~

2009-02-05T08:54:00.001+08:00

njoy the belows!

Dec 2007 to Jan 2009

2009-02-05T02:48:00.004+08:00

wow great.. let me summarise what (major things) had happened in this period of time..

it's been a long year, bad luck with financial problems.. 5K flew away just like that.. at least a piece of mind is off already.. a very bumpy year.. rid of SLS joined sony till now..

sept holidays spent at australia.. i wanna go back there... lol!!

dec holidays spent at home... wtfbbq? got heavy food posioning.. zzz holiday wasted..

start of jan.. baby's going to germany for her overseas exchange program (OSEP? i guess) sian.. life's is grey without you.. =/

i'm stepping out of technology world & welcome to the world of memories! you'll know what i mean in my next update...

tis post updates.. refresh of want's list! added on stuffs!

njoy below...

oh shit is not 631 instead it's 515... wtf!?!?!

2007-11-20T02:26:00.001+08:00

hmm doing nth finally got time for blogging... bored.. and sian.. well.. i have decided which casing to hoot !! it's the gigabyte's 3DMars! Full Tower Casing will be getting the black edition.. xD

hmm well tried to hit 3.86GHz today but end up with blue screen so end up going back to 3.78GHz added 0.04GHz well hope for a better tomorrow..! hahax.. hmm guess now tight in cash... might be getting one piece of 8800GT 1st.. hmm as cheap as possible can liao... this mth pay will go into casing and ram or ram and 8800GT.. xD hope cabal online out later on.. hehehe.. xD

geez all computer parts are in my brain...

awaiting awaiting for the mighty 780i when will u come out?!?!?!

wow... giga's 780iSLi-DS5 looks amazing.. but the heatpipes doesn't looks good..

guess i'll stop here n contiune lookin at more reviews on new quad and boards... -gone-

Bye bye E6600, Hello 631

2007-11-12T00:46:00.000+08:00

Hmm well just started working at MPC #05-66 hmm well... much much better then bizgram coz mainly ppl in MPC much friendly =) hahax and also got topic to chat abt... eg. LCS, Comp parts and overclocking... hahax hmm well working there is fun.. have more urge to work at there then at bizgram last time... which is so boring i suppose except working together with seith hahaha funny guy... well time to plan and return.. i ain't gonna start that car topic in here..

Bye Bye List:
Intel Core2Duo E6600 2.4GHz 4MB Cache x1
Gigabyte N650SLi-DS4 F/W: F7 x1
Kingston DDR667/1GB x2
Asus 8600GT 256MB x1
LG L1950SQ 19" LCD x1
iCute Casing x1

Hello List:
Intel 631 3.0GHz 1MB Cache x1
Gigabyte 925X x1
MSI 7300GS 256MB x1
Philips 220WS8FBlack 22" x1
Remodified LCSystem x1
Altec Lansing ATP3 x1
New Casing x1

Chinese New Year Resolution:
Intel Core2Quad FSB1066/1333 Q6600/Q6650 2.4GHz 8MB Cache x1
Gigabyte N780iSLi-DQ6
Crucial BallstiX LED DDR1066/1GB x2
XFX or Xpertvision 8800GT x3
Philips 220WS8FBlack 22" (Add On to Dual Screen) x1

Power? hehe it will ***** U ALL!!! =x

well for my hello list i intend to overclock everything on my pc... with the help of LCS i wanna push that chip to hit at least 4.0GHz.. ^^ alot of things to do... dono of wad casing to buy lei... got a 2nd hand Gigabyte 3DAurora but frens tell mi not to get it... okay.. but which casing to buy now? i want FULL TOWER CASING!! hmm 4 choices...

Cooler Master Stacker 830 nVidia Edition
NZXT Zero
Lian Li PC-G70B
SilverStone TJ09

the shit is that all casing cost more then $300... -.-

guess i'll go for the 3D Aurora ba... which cost $150... hehee...

hmm LCS LCS i need a new pump.. new reservior.. new tubes.. new coolent.. hahaha.. owell hmm tml going down sls again to hunt the reservior, tubes and coolent...

Aimed at:
Swiftech 5.25" Drive Bay Reservior
Gigabyte Tubing
PC ICE Coolent
Total: $100+-

hehe.. no money liao... -.- duh!

k ba nth much to update liao.. going to update my wanted list hehehe...

GPA 2.0

2007-10-04T18:08:00.001+08:00

i;m fucked up by the teachers...

will eat too much vinegar makes one jealous easily?

2007-09-14T02:54:00.000+08:00

nope.. not sleeping yet.. so i'll jus continue.. very bored... owell seems lyk things started to change.. this n that.. i have got my license for 38hours already.. and i have drove 200km of distance already.. haix boring time really passes.. things do really change too... dad please say the holy words... "boy i let u drive my car" HAHAHAHAHA that would be great of course i jus want that wish to hit 5000km then... muhahahaha u guys can see my true self.. xD time to spend my 12 points "wisely"... i guess i'm having the sickness of "OVGET" on-the-verge-of-giving-up-every-thing... awaiting one day i can blast these speakers out... i guess buying a car is hard.. currently income less.. equals to being poor again.. hahax but WHY FUCKIN HELL I SAY I POOR MOST PPL SAY I BLUFF CB LA..

Officially Bankrupt

hmm boon sent mi some songs.. i came across this song quite nice "最后一个夏天" but i dono sang by hu.... AND i don wanna know.. baby.. haix i damn miss uu.. haix but owell u doesn't seems to know it.. =' ( fallin apart soon without ur huggie n chuuie... =((
oya ask ah... will eat too much vinegar makes one jealous easily? haha jus asking bullshits.. =x
well well see got anyone ans my question or not ba... njoy guys.. tml going to ikea n giant.. ikea maybe getting new table.. and giant to be loanshark.. MUHAHAHAHA hopefully dad's answer to my question.... =0 -gone-

sept post... TP Status: 2/20 failed...

2007-09-14T02:21:00.000+08:00

hmm.. bored.. feeling sooooo no life.. dono why.. goin to slp soon too.. solving the shit monitor problem.. shit LG changed their monitor drivers.. owell.. seems that even getting driving license it's no use too.. cant drive alone.. wtf? no trust gained.. this is crap.................. okay jus solve the shit monitor problem.. back to blogging.. zzz boring night... being kp by mum wtf la.. and someone too.. forget it i aint taking advice for driving... it's their style.. my style is with my elder brother style... XD

hmm ytd was fun with bryan, tian chye n boon... lookin at bryan doing stunts hahaha.. 180km/h at tamp outside poly.. lols pawned some motorcyclist.. hahax yawnx.. den went to jalan kayu to eat.. prata.. mutubak sardines n chicken.. chicken no so nice.. sardine nicer... hmm after that went to town blow wind.. fun fun.. =) passed by clark quay n boat quay.. saw lots of ppl clubbing pubbing.. but weird? pubbing like alot nv open dono y.. mayb they are not open on wed.. then passed by mos.. heard it was ladies night... but? hu cares jus keep driving ... hahax

hmm sold tc my 850w n 4piece of 512mb rams.. now awaiting for my FSP 1010watts psu woots! pure powerrr... n ram upgrades of 2 1gb rams.. xD geez.. guess i go to slp le.. kinda sleepy now.. bored.. -gone-

8th month.

2007-08-19T03:57:00.000+08:00

Happy 8th months baby!! well i've lyk to say i love you baby.. neverever lettin u go.. =) owell come to think of it.. time flys damn fast.. jus another 23days n i'm taking my TP... since i drove my mum's car.. it was lyk yesterday.. but in fact.. already passed for 3years.. 365 x 3 = 1095days = 26280hours = 1756800minutes...

well well now already 4am.. i'm still fully awake.. why? werid mi.. always wake up early den end up making myself tired when evening arrived... enroll for TPoly but.. owell already so sian liao don have the motivation to contiune studying... if have the chance i'll work hard.. but will my brain work hard? will my body work hard? guess nope? hahahax.. well well.. counting down now.. hahax.. bored.. owell sorry baby felt that i kept neglecting uu.. =( read ur diary.. sorry baby.. =( baby don think too much okay? dd will oways be at ur side.. =)

hmm wangan wangan... i guess if i passed TP.. i'll stop wangan once n for all... it's burning my pocket.. i've already spent nearly $70 on it since it's launch.. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr SI BEY SIAN AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH......

hmm stoppin here bahx.. bored.. now xchangin songs with tian chye.. njoy bahx.. -gone-

2007-07-29T03:19:00.000+08:00

a month passed so fast... lets start off with the early part of july... went to work at giant... how? sucks... management sucks to the core.. 12am knock off.. ask mi wait 1am for the free company bus home... wtf is this? i then don wan wait 1hour more for the fucking bus okay.. den i left to wait for 34.. great waited for 30mins no bus... fuckin hell flagged down a cab back home... 1hour pay gone... complained to mummi abt it.. den she offered to fetch mi home at night... relieve.. nvm worked for fri sat n sun... the next week arrived... i went to work @ 5pm when i reach giant was like a ghost town of tampines.. u can only see afew souls shopping at there... something is not right, i sneak to find a cashier w/o packer n stand at there.. damn supervisior saw mi.. den called upon all packers... great out of 8 packers 5 are sent home... including me... why? coz they say if no call no come... WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS MAN?? forget it i ask for resignation, they asked me tml come fill form.. okay.. tml fill.. great.. tml arrived, i ask the supervisior in charge... "Boy i dono what form.. i very busy now.. i get for u later.." fuck it i wait.. she comes.. n find that fuckin form... den next i asked her.. what to do with my punch card... she replied "i dono u call danny and ask him... in my heart "FUCK U LA n ur FUCKING MANAGEMENT". i jus filled up the form and leave early.. hu cares.. awaitin for the pay... 1 august in debt with some friends.. hopefully to pay them off by end of this month hate to owe ppl that much cash..

Yupp sch reopened.. go sch learn stupid networking.. jesus we learn it last year.. yet again we learning.. make tat ethernet cable it's fun pulling the cable about 8meters instead of the limit 1meter hahahaha... hack care la the longest ethernet cable in the class by kenny n kelvin.. =D hahaha.. hmm spent most of the time after sch @ crossfire playin lan.. tinkin to open SLi across the road.. (why? Crossfire is ATi Technology to use 2 gpu rendering as 1 while SLi is using Nvidia Technology to render 2 gpu as 1) hahaha dumb.. in fact crossfire lan shop using XFX 7600GT wtf... ATi brandin using Nvidia... dumb owner.. lols

Great jus around the 20th i almost... REALLY ALMOST LOST MY PSP!!! lols after the test i guess i left it at the table.. lucky teacher kept it for mi.. but BUT the funny thing is that tian chye, kenny and me ran up to get it... but it seems lyk it's tian chye's psp (why? he run the fastest up to class... LOL!!!) hahahax no offence.. jus for laughs, and i thanks that jesus and i say i love him... wtf is wrong with say i love to the person hu help me kept an expensive n important item... xD lols jkjk i'm ain't gay too..

yawnx.. now to yesterday... hmm went to sls with tian chye helpin him change his 9600XT to 8600GT coz agp n pcie cannot mix.. hahax.. hmm okay great some fuckers jus scam tian chye for a bricked board... we going to burn tat guy hse... he stay at bedok changi? wtf is that place... lols muhahahaha burning in progess... to be continue... but wait contiune from here.. after that i proceed to my baby hse for dinner... geez.. she told mi evenin start eating.. yet 4pm i got scolded for being late.. -_- my evening starts 6pm n above... nvm reached her hse around 5pm n start eating... wee nice foods CURRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! eat untill bloated.. n blow cake sing song play mahjong... =x no la no mahjong... i realize something abt my baby.. but i wun put here.. next we go je intended to play pool by we go get our NeBo MIP TapZ Card... song bo.. it's FREE n my card already accumulated $357 lolololololol woots 35 piece of buy 10 free 10 hahax = buy $350 = $700 wow it's late.. shit i hate the pic on my MIP card.. shuld have ask for 2nd shot.. nvm whats done has done it cant be undone... next we went up to kpool... o.o for the 1st time i know that JE have ice skating ring.... -_- yupp i appear from the turtle mountain... hmm i kinda feel that pooling is a boring game liao.. the rule doesnt change everything is the same jus balls..

well after pooling sent zh back to boon lay mrt station n i proceed to sls to fix those comps for WCG 2007 woots as what jackson said "ni yao jue de guang rong, you zhe ge rong xing to test the comps for WCG 2007" HAHAHAHA... great they uses:

Core 2 Quad 6600 2.4ghz 8mb cache 1066fsb
MSI P35 Neo
1GB Kingston 667 DDR2
Xpertvision 8600GT 256mb
250gb Seagate SATA2 HDD
Cooler Master Extreme Power 430watter psu
LG dvdrw drive shuld be the 18x instead of the 20x..
ZeroTherm Nirvana Cooler Blue LED cool... nice aired cooler
Cooler Master T05 Casing Black and Silver

what i did? mounting the HSF, Fixing up the HSF, testing and troubleshooting those PC around 50 over sets it's fun.. seeing so many quads around you!! loads of 8600GT stacking in the boxes and a mountain of T05 casing hahahax.. job done at around 4am in the morning... all are dead tired.. i guess after i clear my debts.. i going for quad and maybe 8800GTS SLi provided i have the money la.. but i guess 8600GT SLi is more then enuff.. oh ya not forgetting my 1000watter psu too.. sob sob.. lyfe doesnt goes smooth without money.. serious.. it's 4am now.. going to sleep soon... tml celebrating baby's bday.. guess she wun get what she expected.. if only i have money.. sorry for being poor... -gone-

Granado Espada and New Computer WOOT PWN!!

2007-06-24T14:51:00.001+08:00

wahhhhh finally updates.. hahax... borin nth to do.. hmm well nth much to update ba.. still love my baby gurl as much.. muackie!!.. hmm yupp manage to get a new comp from my old parts sold off!!! wee hmm got this

Intel C2D E6600 2.4GHz.
Gigabyte N650SLi-DS4.
Kingston 667/512MB x4 with thermal take copper heat spreader.
Asus GeForce 8600GT 256MB PCI-E... (Awaiting for another piece for SLi mode) muhahahaha
Seagate 500GBx2 SATA2
and the most hiong is........ Coolermaster Real Power Pro 850watts!!! more then enuff to light up a christmas tree... LOL!!

hmm guess nth much.. only changed all my fans to ACE uv reactive.

but but now there's a problem.. i can't solve it yet... it gives mi blue screen whenever i overstress my C drive... WTF IS GOING WRONG!!! damn i'll do those when GE is down.. coz been trainin the char 24/7 cant manage to solve my bluescreen problem.. sob sob..

guess i'll stop here ba nth much to say i'll think abt it... hahax GL here's the update.... lolx

My Granado Espada
Family: Kuroichii
Member: Renesis(Musketeer 49), Serlynn(Wizard 48), Erazer(Scout 49), Veresis(Figher 10), Nyquist(Elementalist 10)
Faction: BLOOD

Baby's Granado Espada
Family: Akamachii
Member: Blue(Musketeer 39), Snow(Wizard 38), Unique(Scout 38)
Faction: BLOOD (but she don't like name.. =x)

good game go play it... @ www.granadoespada.com.sg

2007-05-20T00:49:00.000+08:00

hmm good evening!! hahax.. long time no blog 1mth 1time keeps the surgeon away.. =X hmm where to start off? okay it's sch reopen.. boring got a good time table.. =) all expemtable modules expemted.. WEE!! but... fk!! they remake the fkin time table untill my monday no off.. dann.. owell everyday is lyk 1pm-3pm.. 1pm-5pm... zzz only friday got 8am-12pm... zzzz nvm forget it.. hmm start of may.. lost 1gb thumbdrive by myself.. next 2days lost 4gb thumbdrive by my baby.... owell wad to do.. got damn sian when heard it.. hu to blame? blame myself, anger myself tot losing a 1gb td still have 4gb.. end up back to basic 128mb great.. haix.. baby kept blamin herself.. owell wad to do.. zzz those few days not feelin well.. didn't slept well too.. hmm well well... next week... she return me $70 for what? i don wan.. well i'll nv touch that $70 n i make sure she take it back... next few days.. asked tat zhutou to check her bag throughly but she didn't... -_- now she found the thumbdrive... -__________________-

Skip to mother's day.. hmm bring mum go shop shop eat eat.. morning ate zi char tomyam seafood... afternoon eat miced bean fishhead... at night ate fish n co seafood platter... faint day of fats.. hahahahaha... njoyable day... mum's eyed on a silver bonia watch.. hmm owell got that watch for her.. $200 flew.. tot of gettin for dad too e bigger size version for mens.. but mum said dad wrist allergy to stainless steel surface.. end up didn't buy.. hahax hmm well well.. hmm it's NINETEEN!!! wee well time passes slow.. that's what i wanted.. nv tot so slow already on the 5th mth with my baby... lurve uu muackie... sorrie for everything too... the coldness, my short temper too.. sorrie baby.. dd dono y tis mth lyk tat.. mayb "sms" come ah.. LOLS =X hahahax owell haix..

the 1st time i heard from my baby sayin that... the word i nv wanted to listen.. tears marchin out preparin to spit out.. but eventurally i put a fullstop to it. Don't want my baby to be sad.. owell sittin on e beach tinkin lots of things.. she kept playin psp.. owell no one to talk too.. den sent loads of sms to all ppl in my contact list hopefully all receive e sms.. =)

Kok Wei Liang, Kelvin Officially Declare: Bankrupt

yes i am. well well got a freakin nightmare... i forgot the details.. jus that a nightmare that can make me open my eyes wide!! alright fullstop here goin out to mustafa to have a war with the ah neis... !!! i'll be back. -gone-

2007-04-14T22:33:00.000+08:00

hmm.. after 1mth back here to blog.. felt so moodless today.. hmm so come here to blog ba.. hmm time to spit what ever shits i have here.. hmm well 7800GS XT is not a reality.. but.. X1950 GT is a reality when i saw it coming on to my hands... O.O hahahax hmm jus arrived today.. bizgram got the 1st X1950 GT 256mb AGP.. HOT PRODUCT.. erm.. actually to me den is HOT PRODUCT.... HAHAHAHA hmm tot havin my day happy happy.. but.. forget it don wanna say.. nor remember abt it.. hmm jackson goin katong birday party.. so no slackin time.. bored.. den hmm took e bus home.. hmm went to posb to do some business.. after a slow stroll back home.. hmm jus bathed finish now updating my blog.. hmm lets turn back the time...

hmm bored still thinkin wheather to spend $300 on a gfx card? should i or shouldn't i? hmm tinkin that my 6600GT can play cnc 3 with NO LAG!!! WOOTs i love my card.. hmm but it's abit cmi coz my screen is 19" yet i'm runnin @ 128mb.. hmm.. well well time to add my wanted list addin in X1950 GT 256mb, Asus Lamborghini VX2 lappy.. woot can't own the car? OWN THE LAPTOP!!! muhahahaha... bored bored.. hmm jus stopped work atm... organizing my time table den back to work.. till i'll contiune workin on sat and sun.. as nth much for mi to do on weekends.. i wan to go tech department.. but boss say.. "no u go sale, tech department is for ppl who can't do sales..." wtf.. sian.. y must i sell so much.. zzz.. boring boring..

well well nyp appeal failed.. no mood liao.. suddenly have a feel of fkin care of this shit education system... arggg.. jus listen some songs now make mi remember of my fkin mp3 haven't reorganize.. 12000 mp3s... yet only 1303 done organizing... zzz.. bth.. faint.. hmm owell hmm.. tinkin of overclockin my sh!t comp to e max.. so when it blow it's time to get a new comp or rather a lappy.. hmm jus get to see a prestigo lappy.. 12.1" tft core 2 duo 1.66 512ram 80gb hdd.. hmm mayb will be gettin that.. since it's afforable well cost is around $900+ retailling @ $1299.. xD i love sls.. well well time to complain my cpu.. inside got a damn bad cable management.. if tis comp dies i'll move to AMD 939 sli.. muhahah dual gfx.. ddr 400 4gb... =p hmm well well dream on... Intel still nv die.. buy wad.. kns.. asus a8n32 sli deluxe cost around $300 zzz hmm amd 4200x2 cost around $300.. zzz $600 fly liao.. den PCI-E card lei.. 8800GTS around $520 liao.. lan par, par lan.. par liao bo lan.. sian zi buah..

hmm bro's out there any new game to intro.. cnc3 is boring.. complete it in 2days.. nvm la let mi intro u guys S.T.A.L.K.E.R. nice game... and war front turning point..

guys please read this passage..." THIS

BLOG

IS

VERY

BORING...

well there's no way to say it not boring... unless u're ain't read my blog at all... muhahahahaha...

I WIN.

-gone-

2007-03-17T08:33:00.000+08:00

wee.. finally got time to update blog.. 15th march last day of work lers... hmm hmm bored bored.. we're going to the zoo zoo zoo.. how about you you you.. we can go together.. we're going to the zoo zoo ZOO!!... LOLs.. hmm long time no go liao sia... hmm tink goin wid zh, wr, zhong, cfc, elmo and dono hu liao... hahahax.. zzz tmd onli i most suey live the furthest.. hmm nvm la.. better then nth.. lols anyway it's FREE!!! =x shhh...

okay back to bloggin.. worked @ IT SHOW items bought.. 4piece 1gb kingston DDR400 rams.. costed mi a big bomb and a seagate 500gb hdd.. another bomb and i oso dono y my hand itchy go buy 4gb thumbdrive... kns... owell quite fun dere.. but last day dono y stomach ache den wanna faint.. lol.. hmmm now aimin @ XFX 7800GS XT finally it's not a dream it's reality.. hmm and WD 500gb oso and maybe 2x 36 raptors.. hahaha kakakaka 10000rpm lyk drivin car sia.. =x i noe i'm fkin bo liao... hahax.. hmm and findin ipod nano 4gb too.. hmm jus nice... i'm selling off 5 piece of 512mb DDR400 kingston rams working tip top condition @ $50 per piece.. msn mi or leave a tag to contact you... =)

hmm wee anuj ask mi back for work on weekends.. hahax fk do dono wad purchasing entry... den desmond gave a shaggy face.... lol.. wait till time come bahx..

Want To Sell:
512mb Kingston DDR400 CL3 @ $50/ea. 5 piece left.
1gb RC Ram DDR533 CL4 @ $110/ea. 1 piece left brand new.

Want To Buy:
3200mhz Intel Pentium 4 HT Extreme Edition

2007-02-19T01:22:00.000+08:00

work work... finally got a free time to blog liao.. hahax it's CNY!!! borin cny.. whole day chiong GTA: Vice City Stories... bored.. go take ang pao already kill dono how many ppl liao... hahahax =x owell.. workin if fun.. but sometimes bored.. haix hao xiang wo de xiao zhu zhu.. muackie 2mths lers.. lots of things happened.. but we're still bonded tgt.. imu baby.. wee.. tink i'm not gonna slp that early today ba.. time to have fun and relax feel the night breeze.. sweet.. =)

jus a blink of an eye it's already late mid feb lers.. hopefully able to enter poly awaiting post.. if so i'll not be last time hack care don care de.. owell wasted too much time playin around when studyin.. now regret also too late le ba.. hhahaxx wad to do? i know what to do.. time to wake up.. well well.. kinda sian N73 again... at work at least 5 usin N73.. at relatives hse got 2 using N73.. kns i sian half liao la... tmd N93i $1100... got money oso don wan buy.. too exp.. time to save up for my car car.. hahaha REAL ONE OKAY!!! hmm dono wad car to buy lei.. 200sx? corolla? civic? or lancer? l o l s.. no licence think so much for what? *nock head* hahax.. hmm gettin ipod nano wid my baby soon.. miss her muchie.. bored.. hmm naruto gettin more and more interesting liao.. hahax.. sianx 3000+ mp3 unsorted.. no time sort.. no time rename.. owell.. missed so much movies.. yawnx.. jus watched epic movie last wed.. hmm funny show.. but still abit borin la.. dono wtf they tokin abt sometimes... hahax.. wanna watch ghost rider! hahax favo stunt oso ghost rider.. abit xiang tang nian...

owell.. all gettin old liao.. some even got pregant lers.. O.O hahaha bros close to mi know is hu.. haha.. nth related much to mi too.. owell GLHF... bored bored thinkin what to do next few hours of enjoyment... baby orh orh lyk tis yr's golden pig liao.. no one accompany mi.. =( sadded.. let "do as infinity" to entertain mi for the rest of the night bahx... lyfe indeed got brighter for mi thou we passed hardships no matter what... u're my one and only baby gurl.. ilu.. -gone-

2007-01-14T10:59:00.000+08:00

yawnx jus woke up.. finally got time to write blog... hahax bored.. work work... at moduslink.. quite fun but kinda wear out end of the day... it has passed 10days since e 1st day.. hmm physically tired, mentally tired and emotionally tired.. owell.. sunday they no need ppl so wee can slp longer... but dono y i so early wake up liao 8am once 9am once 10am once den buey koon liao.. hahax.. owell mostly written on e dairy not here... nth much to say.. hmm only most of e time have not been eating for 18hours.. owell stoppin here.. goin out soon yawnx... -gone- hxn

2007-01-02T13:07:00.000+08:00

haix... hao xiang ni... owell... 3days has passed.. wee... owell... cant slp thou.. zzz yawnx jus woke up.. hao men ah.. owell... men si ren le... haix haix... how?

owell.. dying.. flu.. zzz.. flu for 3days... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz faint... almost cannot breathe in e morning... zzzzz owell played wangan these few days.. wee got to play battlefield 2142 muhahaha... dann style.. den played abit of diablo 2... owell... seems lyk my this post has the most "." dots... hahahax .................................................................................. -gone- should i go out slack now?

2006-12-26T05:57:00.000+08:00

wait wait... i forget something... guess onli u are e one who wrote a bday testi n greeted mi merry christmas on christmas day... muackie... -gone- slpiin...

2006-12-26T05:38:00.000+08:00

haix.. hmm cant slp.. dono y?.. mayb today slept too much liao.. owell.. wad to do? slack lorx.. wad else.. yawnx.. hmm listenin to some memoriable songs.. haix.. xiang tang nian.. owell.. haix.. hmm seems im a bad impression to her mum.. sadded.. i cant do anitink.. jus to let it go normally bahx.. haix.. y lyk that? no even a week so much problems.. can we jus be tgt without other body concern? haix.. don tink too much kel.. cheers cheers.. owell.. started to tok to myself again... how zb i'm.. hahax ytd christmas.. owell cant bring her to hai bian.. it's rainin.. owell.. end up slackin @ plaza sing.. hmm ate pizza hut.. bbq chicken stuffed crusted.. xD nice.. but cold le not nice... hahax dann now havin bacache.. zzz.. hope to write longer.. hmm den go arcade play wid her e mario kart.. hahax quite cartoon.. hmm easy too.. fun fun.. quit wangan play mario kart.. =x hahaha but it's true that i've quit wangan.. no point playin.. getting targets u set for urself is already done.. to lets wait for midnight wangan maximum tune 3 ba.. den think wanna go back play or not... hahax hmm after mario kart we go buy ticks for "flag of our father" lao pei a kok ki.. LOLS!!! hahahax yawnx.. jus bein bored.. imh.. hmm after e show we go eat mac.. while wf dey all left to parkway to play pooL.. lols too bad she cant ton.. otherwise oso go dere.. nvm at least now can er ren si jie le.. =x owell after that send her hm.. great tio busted by her parents... lols tink her mum don lyk mi alot ba.. i dono.. jus don tink too much can liao... den walked back to jurong point awaiting my 1468 taxi to arrive.. bloody hell took 30mins to arrived.. mum parbo.. hahax.. den drove bac hm.. hmm mum hungry go get some food.. share half wid her.. although not realli hungry... *but now im damn hungry...* yawnx.. hmm slp till around 2pm seh.. zhu zhu so earli woke up liao.. owell tink she cant go out... so end up at hm chiong need for speed carbon.. around 7pm fallaslp.. zzz dono y so tired seh... woke up around 10pm kana shocked sh!t by her.. -_________- hahax hmm den ctn wid my nfs carbon.. owell.. tml nida wake up earli.. for licence registration... xD hopefully mummi let mi go... otherwise i'll be dann fedup.. hahax.. tink stoppin soon started to feel tired.. bored.. she's sleepin.. yawnx i go slp liao ba.. -end- jigsaw puzzle swit memories i wan..

2006-12-20T23:16:00.000+08:00

owell.. after a long holiday week.. imh.. lots.. lots of things happened.. shockings.. owell.. nth realli to update.. jus that finally i get to spit out the lies n white lies.. ilu.. imu.. wytnqhb.. muackie!.. -gone- lyfe got brighter indeed.. thx..

2006-12-16T00:10:00.000+08:00

owell.. you're the only one.. in the 1st minute.. not even my mum or sis bothers.. -gone-

2006-12-14T02:43:00.000+08:00

sick... slept so late wake up so early.. hai.. sure die.. ytd slept 5am++ movin e stupid furniture.. owell.. woke up 10.30am mummi fetched mi to work.. cmi kkk.. hmm nth much happened.. end up workin with a blur face... ate pi tan zhou.. with lime juice.. and ltr on nasi lemak.. hmm den lastly abit of fried rice coz norma cant eat finish.. hmm kongkong.. wad game is it? i dk.. hmm promised her to pei her play.. hmm scare i cant make it.. whole load of sh!t stuff in my room.. owell after work bought the 7 extended socket.. dono y see things blur blur.. and i slowly count the socket.. 1,2,3,4,5,6,7....8!!! wow got 8 socket sia... lols a very long 1.. i lazy upload pictures.. so no pic.. =P

hmm finally reach hm.. faster fix finish the things.. clear up the other cupboard for mummi to use.. throw quite alot of things.. hmm accidently found a photo album... owell.. xiang tang nian.. all e photos got history liao.. see even saw when we're wearin short pants to sec sch.. hahahaha!!! .. hmm nice the speaker now blast more lyk clubbin style liaos.. =_) hahax.. hmm took around 4hours to clear all things.. haix.. tink don hab enough time to play wid her kongkong liao.. hmm great.. she offline le.. hmm owell.. up the rest will be in another blog... -gone- gomenasai.. haix.. how??

2006-12-11T01:59:00.000+08:00

hai.. owell.. guess no chance to go to e place i wanna go to with.. hai.. i dono.. short update.. goin to slp lers.. hai.. dono wad to do.. owell.. -gone-

2006-12-06T01:50:00.000+08:00

thx.. mum.. for e brown blazer.. nice.. guess i'll wear it on my bday.. muhahahaha.. x= owell.. nth much for today.. all written down in other pvt blog lers.. hahax.. 1 more item less to go.. >.< i wan that jeans i saw at heeren shops... hmm guess i'll get it soon ba.. short entry.. good nite tml got exam.. buai.. -gone-

2006-12-05T02:23:00.000+08:00

owell.. sorrie..

2nd day 01/12/06... hmm wee jackson got come.. say say say!!.. hahax.. lyfe got entertained for the hours passing by... hmm ate e dinner quite late.. e vege got kinda rotten smell.. but owell din realli cared so much.. so ctn eat it.. as for jackson he ate 2 packets after e show.. but .. i tink it already spoilt.. hmm e next morn he complained abt e food.. tat he vomit last nitd.. n for mi.. stomach ache........................ zzzz..

3rd day 02/12/06... YES!!! tml last day.. bored.. today nth much luckly got jackson here too.. being entertained.. hahahax!! but he don realli seems fine.. owell.. kinda busy as it's sat.. den we(eveline n jackson) tok here tok dere.. servin customers.. some fuck up 1.. must fuck up to them de.. wan take don wan sua.. don wan entertain u.. waste my fuckin time onli.. $199 for 320gb hdd 5years warrenty oso hiam... wan hiam go take seagate original lahx... $199 oso 320gb @ 15mths warrenty... knn.. so many fuck up faces.. see liao oso sian.. irritating bastards.. kept askin question.. den say 1 fuckin word.. otherside cheaper.. OTHERSIDE CHEAPER GO THERE BUY LA.. pcb.. explain so much crap to em den they crap us... forget it.. yea end of sat.. ate e food quite nice for sat.. tired.. owell..

last day 03/12/06.. YUPP!! it;s here.. finally... last day... niao hia.. jackson fever.. kao sian.. no entertainment ler... hai!!! lol zzz sunday e food damn little.. wth afternoon hotdog bread.. den tmd 7hours ltr eat bk chicken burger... den no water.. freak.. kept shouting.. coz i hear a damn ting.. mayb my ear gt prob or sumtink.. i dk.. owell no 1 to chat wid.. so chat wid eveline lorx.. interesting.. she in my sch.. but yet.. i nv seen her before.. hahax hmm oya jackson kinda lyk her.. but.. owell last day n he's sick.. too bad.. 'glfn' to him.. hahax hmm bored.. n wee e show ended.. packet e food bac hm.. n den passby mac.. bought nuggets for my sista.. hmm tml got exam but erm.. hai.. forget tk bk from sch.. end up studyin e harddisk thingy on e web.. bored.. chat on e fone till she slps den i slp..

04/12/06.. woke up around 7.15am.. zzz so early... zzz end up go bac slp.. den guess wad.. once i woke up it's already 8am.. WTF!! exam starts 8.30am... zzzzzzz!!! immidiently rush to wash up n luckly mummi fetch otherwise sure die die.. hahax.. hmm when reach dere all already start.. but nvm still can go in.. hahax no 1 catch my hair.. no 1 catch i nv bring lanyard.. MUHAHAHAHA!!! hmm lookin @ e test paper.. i laugh at myself again... hai kel ah kel.. u oways de.. too much confident.. will result in a downfall one day.............. hopefully the downfall is not that.. haix.. owell.. shockin.. teacher said i've slim down..!!! hahahahahaha l o l did i? i dk.. jus a little comment.. after e exam went to cafe3 to ate breakfast.. zzz hungry.. ate nasi lemak wid 2 otahs.. hahax.. den next.. kenny went to my hse.. ltr on we go to boon hse to fix his comp.. dann him kns.. buy for him ram.. i nid to top my own money on to it.. wtf man... hai.. dann sh!t.. owell being too gud oso not a good ting.. there are times i have to be the bad guy.. guess mayb can't i'm too helpful.. god damnit.. y i am.. den off we go cs awhile.. den i meet mummi to go see hp in singtel.. owell saw e Z610i the design is damn nice.. tot of gettin 1.. but owell wait till pay come 1st den say bahx.. hmm N73 oso nice.. now N80 is out of the topic already.. e bloody screen so small.. XXX to N80 already.. wifi so wad.. so thick.. time to go for style not performance... =x hahax.. will i? i don tink so... =x hmm after tat pei sista go yoshinoya eat.. tmd.. again chao dua mi.. i wan set1 she take my set 1.. forget i lun.. end up nida eat e fish.. kinda don realli lyk it.. owell nvm tio dua de hou guo... after all guess the 1 that realli care for us are our own parents.. even thou they are #(*!&#*&!^#!* sometimes.. owell again dere dey go buy a load full of horror movies.. hahax xi guan jiu hao bahx... den after that home time... wee...

hai.. what does it means? is it for mi? or for him? can tell mi? haix..
owell great.. it seems my lyfe is branded for being a liar to friends, family n others.. mayb it's my fate.. but i control my destiny thats wad i tink.. but if the day wun't come.. i'll nv change my destiny.. hai.. regreted makin words with empty actions.. sorrie.. hxn.. -gone- sign off 3am owell as for a punishment.. i'll force myself awake till dawn..

2006-12-04T00:03:00.000+08:00

hmm owell.. finally 4days of war has ended.. e last day is a big 1.. okay start of with the 1st day.. hmm woke up around 8.30am... prepare to go work.. hmm bored bored.. jackson not here.. wad a lonely day... stand sit stand sit.. time passes slow................................................ finally 9pm start to pack up.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz so much of sh!t goods... owell hxt.. >.<>.< end up goin hm reach hm around 11am bathed.. chat on e fone.. den slp..... end of story for 1st day... tml i got exam so i need to study now.. otherwise i'll be named as "bu guai" so buai buai.. -gone- tml den contiune wid day 2 bahx.. chuu!

2006-11-29T23:49:00.000+08:00

SITEK 30nov-03dec #4N10 Bizgram PTE LTD.. lols bored.. nice sia the exhibitor tag.. >.< thou is jus a paper.. owell short entry.. nida go finish up my project already.. bye bye.. -gone- imu.. chuu!

2006-11-27T22:48:00.000+08:00

owell.. bored.. tml nida go sch do stupid presentation... hai.. zzz fix/clean/test up my sis comp today within 2hours... fixed/test/clean/rewiring mine total around 8hours.. zzzz tot of doin it last nitd but.. eventurally i fall aslp.. den woke up around 8am to do my work.. hahax xzz slpiin kawaii nei.. =p owell zhuzhu still cant wake up.. owell.. hmm fix fix fix clean clean clean fix fix fix.. finished!!! friggin hell e sound card ruined most of my time figuring out wtf is happening.. tmd eventurally as usual after a rest of slp i woke up with an idea to fix it.. weee!! ahahax sounds dumb.. but it's true.. as others around mi.. n u'll noe.. yawnx.. jus rmb that my processor chip stuck on to my heatsink... i was lyk.. WTF!!! sh!t.. it wun budge out.. god damnit.. tink kel tink kel.. hmm den i tk 2 - screwdriver n tweak it out from e thermal paste on e heatsink.. urg.. e heatsink is damn dusty.. zzz dono since when i last clean it.. bored clean all e fans.. take out my 320gb hdd a look at it.. >.<>.< tinkin how's e interview.. owell jia you bahx... =) everything is black except for my keyboard still white... *yellowish*.. followed mi since my 1st computer.. i can even type with out look at e keyboard with no mistakes.. mayb not changin.. coz i lyk it very much.. i oso dono why.. hahax =p owell.. powersocket got 4 but i plug in around 13 on to it.. lolx dono when will it blow.. =X hahahahahahaha =x lols bo liao... hungry.. i'm so hungry.. hmm go cook maggie mee n mee sua tgt wid tomato sauce n seaseme oil n dark soya sauce.. n dried scallop.. quralled with mum again... i nv asked her to wait for mi for dinner.. or rather i said "u wan u buy back lor otherwise u go eat urself lor.." aiya oways lyk tat de.. don wan care for now.. nomb.. owell guess nth to write for now lers.. hao qi tai ming tian de dao lai... =p -gone- mmxzz

2006-11-22T20:49:00.000+08:00

owell.. long long update.. once.. time is tight.. n passing fast.. hoping for e dae to reach soon.. around less then 1mth.. it's closer and closer... *sings* closer to me... LOLS.. hmm nth much interesting.. sometimes lyfe has it's up and downs.. things got better of cause.. hai.. hxt.. owell hmm catched quite afew movies for e pass few days.. hmm mayb tml catchin happy feet.. hahax.. well well.. bored.. still tinkin wheather to pack my room or slack off the night... hai.. tml presentation.. n tml nida chiong project... zzz hopefully can finish e project thingy by tml bahx.. wish mi good luck.. n god speed.. hahahx.. =p hmm guess i'll go pack my room bahx.. finish asap can listen to uhzuhzoaix eciov again.. chuu! -gone- lyfe will nv be lonely again for mi..

2006-11-12T05:20:00.000+08:00

hmm.. it's 5.13am now.. hai.. can't slp.. preparin to slack till 9am wher i leave hm for work.. or rather if possible i don wanna go to work today.. hai.. regret of wad i have said without tinkin.. i realli hope tings bac to normal.. i dono.. i tink too much.. will things be bac to normal? i hope so.. hope i didn't jus ruin my lyfe.. started to have the feelin of hating myself.. if it realli happens to mi.. guess it's the end of my lyfe.. what i have promised i will not break it.. "might" as well as i'm dead worst come to worst i would lyk to know.. how my fren or family feels if i died.. for frens they'll jus be sad for afew mths.. for my family they mayb sad jus for 2-3 mths without mi in their lives are much more better.. i guess.. hate myself for tinkin too much.. i dono.. i nv doubt anitink abt you.. i jus wan to know the truth of the msg.. now i noe the truth.. but with my fuckin say without tinkin.. i guess tis ruin everytink.. mayb my lyfe too.. time passes very slow..

my lyfe was once full of happiness but.. it wasn't perfect.. for what i tink.. lyfe is perfect to be loved, to love, to feel happy and to also feel unhappy sometimes.. i felt everything perfect in lyfe with u.. but i guess i jus ruin my lyfe in an exchange for a misunderstanding n with my "saying without tinkin"... -gone-

bros n frens tag mi as a question for you guys.. "what and will things change without me in yourlyfes?"..

ilu

2006-11-08T00:38:00.000+08:00

owell.. finally abit of time to update my blog.. hmm lots of tings happened.. happy n sad n probarly numb... hmm got e seagate 80gb 2.5" muhahaha >.< too bad e external hdd still at zh dere.. hmm nvm bahx.. not in a rush thou.. hmm happened to appoint to fix a comp on sunday wee.. fun fun.. 775 chip.. hahax owell e fkin front panel couldn't open.. so i force it usin all my fingers.. but i dk y.. mayb coz of someting happened sat.. owell.. i din even know i cut my finger.. well.. i realise it when i was takin tryin to fix in the hdd to e casin.. weird? y my finger is wet.. oh great.. i told din "erm din bad news lei.." din says "ha? wad happen?" i say "my finger got blood.. got plaster n tissue bo?" dispite of bein injured i still ctn to do e job.. why? i dk.. no feelin of bein cut.. till reach hm i felt abit of pain.. but wad i see from the wound i wun forget.. i saw my own flesh.. not skin.. i tot was skin.. but owell great deep cut yet i couldn't felt aniting.. hahax.. hopefully wun leave a bad scar on dere.. but thou it's deep but it's healin fast.. now i couldn't open up e wound lers.. owell owell.. tink mayb nt enuff slp too bahx.. 2-3hours of slp.. hai.. shui bu zhao.. owell tinkin alot n writin alot.. write what? for mi to know n for u to find out... hmm today's time passes dann fast i onli ate a plate of chickenrice in e morn.. till now onli water is found in my stomach... lols.. well well xi guan jiu hao bahx.. today fun get to setup 2x320gb sata external drive.. wee goin to technical site is fun but.. as i told din.. here dann messy ahhhhhhh... faint... hmm xi guan jiu hao.. hahax din is a great joker.. duh.. well well.. bored hmm i kinda lyk e hitachi hdd shell.. hahax can stack 1 sia.. damn fun.. =x duh *this kind of things oso fun? lameass* =x lols.. well well.. tink it's time to slp lers bahx.. tireddddd tml still gt sch.. hmm deadline is near.. 6more days.. to final year project hand up date.. but guess wad? i haven even started.. =x ahahaha huat ahhh... well well wad to do.. oya.. saw e new gfx card.. 8800GT WOOT dann big e box.. bigger den e motherboards de.. =x ahh nth to update lers.. go koon soon buai buai.. -gone- interesting... hahax

2006-11-04T09:07:00.000+08:00

owell jus a little update.. to prevent rust in here... =x hahax hmm jus woke up... zzz tired but havin fun.. hmm ytd fix up 4 set of comp for jackson.. lucky got ot hahax hmm cannot say pay =p.. onli the stupid cd-rom driver sucks... can open cannot close de.. hahax... all celeron D 2.26.. owell.. bought a 80gb seagate 2.5" hdd wee =) hmm.. wanna buy floppy disk drive (black) n multi card readed.. it looks cool man!! hahaha =x now having a all black casing is good... aiming at gigabyte's poseiden casing.. hmm $158.. dono should i get it or not.. see how lorx.. hu will be the lucky 1 to take over my tis casin... =p hmm gtg ltr late for work.. bye.. >.< -gone- ..ha in gnaix oah

2006-10-31T23:37:00.000+08:00

hmm.. owell.. jus bac from work.. din realli updatin much abt it... mayb tml if din go out den i update bahx.. little updates.. hmm watched doa ytd oready.. quite funni but quite lame too... hahaxx... zzz kkay gtg time tight n time realli flies... xD hmm considering N93 via k800i -gone- grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.. =x

2006-10-26T23:10:00.000+08:00

hmm.. din blog abt ytd.. hmm nth much mostly goes to other blog.. =p watch deathnote.. interesting.. but sure to be contiune de.. hahax..

woke up late todae... duh.. -__________- hahax hmm end up goin for 2pm lesson fk mr.lu sia.. go his lesson at there tok cock... din even start lesson 2.30pm dismissed.... zzzzzzzzzzzzzz freakin lazi sh!t.. owell.. nida wait till 4pm lesson dann not becoz of tat calvin i wun even bother to go his lesson... dann sh!t uses debar to thearten ppl.. zzz freak.. left sch around 4.30pm.. jus rmb gl wanna go shoppin.. owell bored dae so called him up.. he almost went hm.. den u turn come bac interchange find mi lorx.. hmm den take 23 go sls xD.. bought a razer copperhead mouse priced $9X.00.. promised to accompany gl to get e same.. muhahahaha... hmm interestin to work at sls as u get nice price xD shhh cannot sae too much.. =p after tat we to bugis street shop shop see see... den follow on to edge lorx.. nth interesting.. after tat headed to far east.. hmm well well went to leftfoot see shoes.. hmm gl bought e green black nike airforce1 i forget price.. saw a new nike airforce1 hmm brown white black.. quite nice xD mayb buy tat end of e mth bahx.. next to dono percaudo or wad lahx forget le.. hmm gl test e pink white shirt.. 1st impression hmm "***" n he sae "playboi".. i luffed.. e sales girl luffed too.. LOLS hmm den he next tried on e grey color de.. hahax hmm better den e pink 1 ba.. should hab taken a photo of it.. so can pawn him... =XXXX lols hmm when payin.. e counter girl sae.. "eh ur fren very bad hor? he last time my pri sch mate..." heh? wth? question mark?.. "last time pri sch oways bulli mi de lor" huh? wad? omg? hmm i still dono.. pri sch memories are fading off.. nida check class pic oready... zzz hahax.. xiang tang nian.. omg lahx.. hmm btw she's gladyn.. okay done wif shoppin said bye "you yuan zai jian" but mayb will get to meet again lahx.. coz e white blazer i lyk is at dere.. lols "bu yao xiang tai duo" =x hmm nth much le.. go ljs see gl eat.. hmm nth much le passby e hotel saw lambo gallado.. woots so low.. =x hmm dream car lahx... wun be able to own it too.. hmm okay end of e day.. buai buai wanna go slp le.. tml got work xD -gone- work work have fun..

2006-10-24T22:58:00.000+08:00

owell.. jus bac from 1st day of work.. 1st impression.. time flies, it's fun, all are comp stuffs so nth boreds mi much onli when no customer i'll to stare at the mouth watering motherboard that i wan jus right beside mi... zzzzzzz x.x hahax.. e freakin drinks are so expensive.. next time brin waterbottle liaos... duh... how i wish i could be up dere servicing comp.. but most told mi do sales better more $$.. hmm duh.. i dono.. owell gud lor hahax.. close shop @ 7.30pm.. went up help others.. slack around.. met jackson den go find john n seve.. seve kay kan last min take 2 system.. lols end up doin very late... after tat tot of goin hm le.. but dragged to eat dinner.. kay lor go lor.. nasi lemak.. hmm accturaly is $1.90 de.. but i kay kan again go add taiwan sausage.. tmd add $1 = $2.90.. wang ba tan... zzzzzz.. dere goes my $10 for todae.. play around wid jackson's k800.. hmm interesting.. but e sound effect not good.. onli ting good is e cam ba.. den cope his audition songs xD.. nice song from "jewellery - how are you" if can i'll upload to my blog... lols done bac to tamp walk bac home.. sort of excerise lols =x... okay.. nth much good nite all buai buai tml sch 8am.. jesus man... -gone- koonin..

2006-10-24T12:04:00.000+08:00

ohaiyo.. *yawnx* woke up around ae.. 10.30am ba.. forget le.. owell nvm.. idk.. wee.. a start of a new work.. dono how wud it feels.. ahh don tink too much bahx.. jus go dere do as wad dey sae can liao.. can slack go slack.. hahax =X lucky dere got some company.. otherwise sure bored.. but dey seems friendly on e dae i go interview... lols.. okkie.. nth much oready.. goin work soon.. o.O ooo found a pic i took 3years bac in sec4... lols interesting... =x -gone- workwork..

2006-10-23T21:55:00.000+08:00

nandayo?.. jus bac from ps.. bored jobs done.. passed e car to edge.. nth much.. slackin around ps walk walk see see.. owell.. den decided to go bac tamp.. lols.. reach tamp.. still bored.. go cs walk walk see see.. accidently met eugene n si sam.. "normally ppl go ns come out will be more mature... but in the case for freakin si sam... he became more gay.. soooooooo fkin irritatin.. end up manage to pull off n go bac hm.. zzz.. ahh sian lahx time for some Gran Turismo 4 hehehe... -gone- racing... sh!t tml got work... hai -________-

2006-10-23T17:56:00.000+08:00

owell.. tiring dae.. woke up 6.50am.. called up kenny to go jp tgt.. called tc.. he KO.. met kenny around 7.40am @ tamp mrt station.. lols den off we go to jp.. xD go dere so early for wad? aiya wangan again lahx... wee got machine record number 1 for hakone outbound... 2'12"37X aiya slow liao lahx.. but at least my 2nd meister title xD hahax.. owell wad to do no $$ ma nida earn some spare $$ lols =x hmm tunin job for EDGE's R32.. done lots of stunt played automatic thru out e story mode.. lols jammin cars aiya all e way i'm not serious in tunin at all lahx.. but xD haha 815hped his car with auto settings.. duh.. my 3rd auto.. den hate e outruns so freakin long... zzzzz see liao wanna faint.. 50stages each around 2-3mins.. zzzzz hrs dude.. hmm nvm lahx at least earn around 6hrs for $50 not bad not bad... =x hai.. dann time caculated wrong end up she waited for quite awhile before i could done finish tat car.... okay done fkin boon psed kenny cb him knn next time i sure ps tat fker.. knn friday tell mi "ahh my mummi n daddy comin bac from overseas i cannot go out of hse" knn i have my limts sunday tell mi "i don wan to go lahx i n tc at cs play lahx" _l_ rite to ur face.. nvm.. edge collecting it soon.. mayb ltr 7pm @ ps ba.. hmm bored.. it's a solo dae again hahax.. owell xi guan jiu hao.. can go wherever i lyk.. can see wadever i wan.. =/ but still lyk sumtink is missin.. ? hmm wad's missin? i dk? for mi to know n for u to find out? mayb.. hmm bac to topic.. after tunin edge's car.. went of to ljs to eat.. ate 2fish n fries/chips i forget... onli know i damn hungry.. end up buyin xtra pineapple CHEESE PIE!!! hahax favo.. but ke kiang too much ahh.. end up full lyk dono wad lyk tat... n n n tat sotong.. so bu ting hua.. cough still eat chilli... end up cog cog cog till face red red.. duh... -_____- nock ur head ah.. dottie.. zzz nvm at least got drink water.. owell nvm.. off to no where.. hmm tot of goin vivo city.. 1st impression is.. sure no ppl de lahx.. on the spot impression holy sh!t... so many ppl.. bth some more stomach so full kept cold swting.. zzz.. after tat.. slack slack slack again.. tis part will go to my other blog.. till den forget press atm.. no money.. zzz walk bac to jp press $$.. den i caculate again.. at jp take cab sure over $30 as.. jp is around estimated 2km xtra to PIE... =x how caculative i am... duh.. hmm nvm since already midnite charge.. y not walk abit more lorx... save $ waste time lols.. njoy e midnite breeze.. reached hm koon.. sotong don even know i called.. lols.. =x kkay.. den koon lorx woke up oready 12.30pm.. slack e whole afternoon till now.. preparin to go out already.. tmd wrote to much todae.. so rush typed tis post for 10mins+.. zzz off to ps.. buai -gone- work work..

2006-10-22T00:02:00.000+08:00

since tis a blog tat ppl can see wad i type.. i wun't type everyting happened nor at here.. if u wanna noe wher it is? touch my comp n u'll noe... wad a dae.. slpless nite 4am slept.. 5am+ wokeup.. tinkin wad? idk alot of tings to ting abt.. and lots of tings to go thru abt.. stare at e ceiling till around 10.20am.. tok on e fone till around 11am+ i tink.. den coma till 2.30pm+ meetin kenny, boon, tc n xe.. reach cs around hmm hmm i tink 4pm bahx.. suppose to meet em 3.30pm lols.. ahh hu cares.. den travel to sls.. do job tingy n find jackson to take bac $$.. end up he bo sua $$ so counted a wasted trip.. now we walk to ps.. awaitin machines for match me, boon vs aya, sti.. won by 12pts.. long time no play very blur.. nvm nice game wid em.. slack slack slack.. borin borin borin.. of we go tot of playin lan.. but fkin boon fkin pskia.. everytime last min knncd us.. fedup take mrt go bac hm.. slack slack slack again @ cpf mcd.. zzzzzz.. seems lyk lot ppl don lyk wad i wear todae.. go where tio diao out of hse at bustop some cbk diao diao diao... nb what's wrong with these daes teenages?.. freakin irritatin.. hmm owell.. stoppin soon nida bath, slack n slp.. tml 7+ goin out off to jp.. got job to do again.. wee.. should i wear blazer tml? still tinkin,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, duh.. -gone- unexplainable

2006-10-20T12:18:00.000+08:00

owell.. tired.. slp round 3am+ last nitd.. dono y cab drivers in e nitd are so lonely.. don even talk or wad so ever.. the words thru out e whole journey i can use my 10fingers to count... lols.. but well.. wun't forget tis dae.. why? "for mi to noe n for u to find out"... okay.. sh!ty so bored jus bac from sch.. same as usual nth special nth new.. blehx.. hmm hmm tink tat zhu still slpiin.. n yupp the prestige is a nice show for magician fans.. xD interesting magician fighting over tricks.. hahax in e end alfred still win.. =P don blame mi for being a spoilter.. kinda missin e sunrise.. owell.. time to bath.. =x n slp awhile bahx.. till tat zhu awake.. =X lols.. -gone- imu

2006-10-19T14:39:00.000+08:00

well.. well.. jus bac from sch.. guess wad.. out of tyconess i done the excerise finish 1st.. as being the 1st is a instant A in the future phase test.. but dono? mayb end up tio dua by e teacher... LOLs.. owell... borin dae again.. mayb goin slackin wid.. hmm well managed to hook up some workin links on my blog songs.. xD lol.. lamer.. =X wee favo song ye de di qi zhang... =) bored bored.. now burnin out inuyasha to lend tat siao char bo.. hmm nvm lahx.. at least can clear 40gb of hdd spaces =p >.< okay.. stoppin at here lers.. goin to bath n out. -gone-

2006-10-18T23:37:00.000+08:00

ahhh.. bla bla bla... jus finishin edited most of e post... hmm old blog @ http://xkelvinx.blogspot.com ... njoy.. will be bac to do more touch ups @ here wor.. so stay tuned..

bad tings happened todae.. hai.. don wanna sae ba.. sim si bei tia.. haiz.. take care.. u're still sick... blehx... owell..

2006-10-18T22:39:00.000+08:00

hmm.. finally found a skin i lyk... but erm.. although abit lyk gal blog ah... but ah.. erm.. ah.. i dono wad to sae ah... omg lahx.. don tink sanget ah... i'm straight horx... hahax... blehx =P

k3L~

2006-10-18T21:47:00.000+08:00

boring as usual...

after 2 years... since my last post... omg lahx... aiya wait till the day i damn bored i'll republish tis blog.. buai buai...

gone~
k3L

Under Construction

2004-08-31T01:15:00.000+08:00

Dear Friends,

The hell tat i'm having POX so i'll be back maybe next 2-3days.