Tuesday, September 27, 2011
i met someone today... he beat me up, gave a piece of mind to me..
i put myself onto your own shoes i cried... feeling the pain that you felt thru out, i've realize all has to do nothing with you. all of it started off on me when i've taken you for granted... i'm really really sorry.. i've realize all the mistakes i've made it's so much and you still hang on for me... baby.. i know you've been considering our relationship... i'm sorry i didn't know, you are my first love there are lots of things i need to learn from you...
i'm really sorry...
you are my pillar of life, my pillar of love i taken you for granted, i blame things that you don understand that makes things more worst.. i know why you told me this "i will give a chance but not to you"
i'm really sorry baby..
i'm naive, i've come thru my senses... the day you left me is the day i've broken this pillar... losing all the support that i've got..
i'm sorry
everything you told me is true... from the day you said i've put you at the last of my list... it's true just that i didn't realize it at all thought that you are happy thru out with me... you always wanted me to be with you alone but everytime i would say, if my friends can join, if my family can join... i always thought you would be happy just like this
i'm sorry i'm wrong
you said i never fucking bother about our relationship... baby... i agree, i realize it relationship is never about another person/friend/family going together..
i'm really really sorry...
every human makes mistakes, i thought that stop playing games would let you feel spending time close to you but i'm wrong with that move.. in fact it gotten worst.. till today i saw all my mistakes right infront of me... i'm truly sorry for everything...
i've woke up i really hope it's not too late realizing my mistake.. you are my first love.. i really hope you can give me a chance to amend my mistakes to be a better person, a better boyfriend, a better husband and even a better father for our future...
here is my story ...
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