Thursday, September 15, 2011
no, you fit me... all i'm asking is a chance, please don't leave me... i'm feeling very devastating.. do you even know my tears just roll down my eyes whenever you cross my mind? the journey back home flashes back the happier times we are..
i believe one will change after a painful experience i'm sorry to neglect you i never want to neglect you, you are never at the last of my list baby... why why why? why this is happening to us baby? please come out and talk to me... please reply my messages... please all i'm asking a chance for us to be together again.. my life have no purpose after you left me...
i will treasure you,
i will cherish you,
please do not leave me like this... i will not get over it, the only way for me to get over it is to end my life. i'll never continue living like this, don't say there are better gurls out there then you... they are nothing compared to you, you cared for me, you loved me.. we even do talk about our future.. i'm sorry for everything that i've neglected you i know that everytime i neglected you, your heart aches once... please.. don't forgo me... i need you now... i always looked forward meeting you. please baby please... i hate crying all night long, ever since you left me there's never a day i would pass happily except the days that i get to see you, get to hear you, get to feel you...
for some reason today at work i was driving to buy lunch with some friends, not knowingly they talk a topic about relationship, my mind was full of you, my tears drop out unknowingly.. i miss you, they were shock when they saw my expression... i'm nothing to say..
nobody knows i'm writing on this blog.. if anything would happened to me in future i would like to say afew words..
from the day i saw you, i believe that's what they call love at 1st sight. i still remember the 1st day i meet you.. to pass you your birthday present and a lunch.. but ended up only i'm the one eating... how ironic... i really miss the times we spent together taking public transport.. despite knowing that you're attached i just waited keep waiting... missed another chance that you got attached again... keep on waiting.. even till this day i'll keep on waiting... please speak to me your thoughts.. i hate this feeling baby... the feeling that i can't call you baby... the feeling that i can't see you baby... please... =((
here is my story ...
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