Monday, September 26, 2011
I decided to get you back... I believe weeping everyday, every-night, every moment will never change a thing I will show you that I never take your love for granted, I will show you that your love is worthy to me.. it takes time and I want your understanding... I believe you still don't understand what I've gone thru... I've gone thru hell.. into depths, today I have a dream... the only different dream thru out this days... I saw you running towards me crying, hugging me saying you finally understand the things I've been going thru.. I love you... you said it once more... I told you, no matter what happens you are always in my heart... we kissed like we've never kiss before... I don't know what happened it felt so real that I didn't know it's a dream... that's why I'm determined... your intuition will be wrong this time, my dream is my dejavu... as usual I'll be showering you with love and gifts again this time around will be hand made... I will not show you money as a gift... I know you didn't mind me being poor I know you didn't mind me having a lower education certification as you...
I hope you would read it... don't give up on me.. never say 'no more' i hate that word... I'm still taking sleeping pills to sleep but it seems to have little effect day after day... it's 6am now and I'm already awake...
I know you can give me a chance it just that you don't want to... I will show that your love is worthy on me
here is my story ...
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