Sunday, September 18, 2011
baby buu, it really really hurts alot after what you've said to me... "i don't think i need to report to you now right? And no more buu please. I'm no more."
i cried so hard after reading what you've sent to me... haix, i want my baby buuuu.... i don't want you no more... please...
she says "sometimes it's too late. you should know me. when i've made a serious decision. usually that's the final. you should know that. that's on of the reason why the decision wasn't made years ago."
gurl, it's never too late for us.. do you even remember what i sent to you our last anniversary?
"Buu Buu happy 4th year and 8 months.. when i open my wardrobe i saw your t-shirt.. i suddenly miss you badly.. :(( sometimes i feel kinda down at work but still i'll do my best for our future!!.. I'm sorry for all the shits that happened for the pass 2 yrs i have not been accompanying you at times, whenever you needed me.. have not been showering you with gifts and i still owe you birthday present and anniversary presents.. which seems to be empty promises.. i'm sorry that i'm not a good bf yet you still put it up with me and continue our journey... i love you and that will never change.. thank you for allowing me to love you! happy anniversary my baby buu..."
You replied "Happy 4 years and 8 months anniversary. Gifts nvm la. I also still owe you. :x eh? You got enough to pay? Is your work having problems? and guten morgan!"
i'm so happy to hear that.. that is the 2nd day of training... work is not having problems, i miss you i want to spend time with you.. it is just 16days ago from this conversation, and you give a harsh decision not allowing your baby boii to change his attitude on our relationship.. i can't believe it... baby.. another one goes "can i booked you on the 9th sept?" "need you to fetch us to airport" i said i will do it, i will... on 9/9 i waited for you since 10pm till 4am where you come down to wait for wanru's father... i made my promise to you even thou things happened to us...
all i really want is for us to be together again, a chance and time for me to show you the changes... haixx please listen to me... don't give me the harsh reality and don't ask me to have false hope... i'm standing at the edge of a cliff already buu buu... i really want you back... i will treasure our relationship, i will cherish you, i will let you feel what loving someone is like again... i beg of you baby... you should know me, i never beg anyone in my life before... you are the only gurl i'm willing to kneel down and beg you for this only chance... ='((
tomorrow you are going to batam already... bon voyage buu buu.. come back remember to contact me... =((
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