Sunday, November 12, 2006
hmm.. it's 5.13am now.. hai.. can't slp.. preparin to slack till 9am wher i leave hm for work.. or rather if possible i don wanna go to work today.. hai.. regret of wad i have said without tinkin.. i realli hope tings bac to normal.. i dono.. i tink too much.. will things be bac to normal? i hope so.. hope i didn't jus ruin my lyfe.. started to have the feelin of hating myself.. if it realli happens to mi.. guess it's the end of my lyfe.. what i have promised i will not break it.. "might" as well as i'm dead worst come to worst i would lyk to know.. how my fren or family feels if i died.. for frens they'll jus be sad for afew mths.. for my family they mayb sad jus for 2-3 mths without mi in their lives are much more better.. i guess.. hate myself for tinkin too much.. i dono.. i nv doubt anitink abt you.. i jus wan to know the truth of the msg.. now i noe the truth.. but with my fuckin say without tinkin.. i guess tis ruin everytink.. mayb my lyfe too.. time passes very slow..
my lyfe was once full of happiness but.. it wasn't perfect.. for what i tink.. lyfe is perfect to be loved, to love, to feel happy and to also feel unhappy sometimes.. i felt everything perfect in lyfe with u.. but i guess i jus ruin my lyfe in an exchange for a misunderstanding n with my "saying without tinkin"... -gone-
bros n frens tag mi as a question for you guys.. "what and will things change without me in yourlyfes?"..
ilu
here is my story ...
5:20 AM
